Why I’ve been gone…

Hullo, my people. As some of you may have noticed, I have been AWOL for quite some time. I had promised to be as considerably efficient and post as often as possible to this blog. As you can see, I have failed to do so. I love this blog as it is my pride and …

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~||Pills and Potions||~

Half a pill for a headache A shot glass of scotch to help me forget Just lit a cigarette Everything's going up in smoke. Slowly running out of time The bottle's nearing its end A migraine now begins to run its course Smile, wave and pretend. At my dinner table, dressed in nothing but my …

~||Deaf||~

Inkless paper, mind full of thoughts, writing without saying what needs to be said. Anxiety mixed with a whole lot of noise… …my recipe for an early trip to bed. Every time the music stops, reality sets in but then the song repeats again. Problematic, problematic, I’m what’s problematic. Conquering this life is but a …

~||That night, the night||~

I felt every painful emotion in its rawest form that night, the night you abandoned me. And so, to drown my feelings of betrayal, no thanks to you, I carved on my right leg, lines; each representing different stages of my misery. The ice cubes I used to numb my flesh now stinging with red …