~||Deaf||~

Inkless paper, mind full of thoughts, writing without saying what needs to be said. Anxiety mixed with a whole lot of noise… …my recipe for an early trip to bed. Every time the music stops, reality sets in but then the song repeats again. Problematic, problematic, I’m what’s problematic. Conquering this life is but a …

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~||Thoughts V||~

Innocence. You were the one friend I needed as a child growing up. But I couldn’t have you. In exchange for what was entitled to me, I was gifted with demons from a demon himself who taught me that it was better to keep secrets to yourself. I guess it was for his sake. I …

~||That night, the night||~

I felt every painful emotion in its rawest form that night, the night you abandoned me. And so, to drown my feelings of betrayal, no thanks to you, I carved on my right leg, lines; each representing different stages of my misery. The ice cubes I used to numb my flesh now stinging with red …